i had the strangest dream last night. I dreamed I was in college with Jason, only we are the age that we are now. We were moving into some sort of housing complex and my parents were there. The whole first part of the dream Jason and I would go off and talk all excitedly because we had found out that I was pregnant with a lil girl. We were trying to plan when to tell my parents. At some point, we finally did and my parents totally flipped. They were all upset that #1
I was pregnant and #2
that it was Jason's baby. They kept making all these statements like "how could you?" and "oh hell no, not with him". I kept trying to argue that nothing they were doing made sense because they hadn't cared when we got engaged and how was a baby so different. I also kept appealing to my mom "but mom I thought you wanted grandchildren". Needless to say they didn't change their mind and basically cut me out of their life. I spent most of the later part of the dream flipping between extreme sorrow at the situation and extreme love and joy about my baby girl. It was the freakiest dream. One of those that makes you want to walk around cradling your womb.
Ever have one of those?
Tags: night musings