wanting to talk but nothing comes out - The Void: Mind Wanderings of a Lost Soul
emaleythe
emaleythe
wanting to talk but nothing comes out
sometimes i don't like internet based media....not the journalists mind you, but the fact that whatever you say it's broadcast everywhere and anywhere....there's no control. you have to be as careful about what you write on the internet as you would talking to the town gossip. it frustrates me. It makes it near to impossible to share without being overexposed.

I guess i'm just feeling that there's very few places where i feel i can be honest anymore. and lying is just too tiresome.

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in other news, i feel something building inside...the little rusty word machine is churning a bit and dying to bleed out some inspiration....it's sad that there's so little time.
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devvie From: devvie Date: September 17th, 2009 03:49 pm (UTC) (Link)
The media has become too negative. It doesn't research what it reports because it wants to be the first to get the scoop. As for having a safe place to vent I do tend to use LJ rather than Facebook, but lately I have been worried that what I write is censored by me because I'm afraid others like people at work can access anything I do on the internet.

Ummm....wish you didn't feel so squashed for time. Hope that you're doing okay sweetie.
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