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was distracted from writing this from one of my lovelies that I'm worried about...at least she knows now that I was just thinking about her and not just saying that.
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I made my precious
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I'm really suffering from erratic sleep patterns. Terrible insomnia for days that transition into days of going to sleep by 10:00. Really starting to fuck with me. My body doesn't know whether to wake up or go to sleep. Doesn't make much difference except that I find myself yawning at the weirdest times.....Course the fact that I'm trying to self-medicate to induce sleep may have something to do with it. That and the fact that I recently found myself releasing a lot of stress, mostly concerning the things that I cannot change or the ones that I choose to not change. At this point, I'm starting to wonder if this paragraph makes any sense, and if so, is it anyway connected to my original idea which I can no longer remember myself. *yaaaaaaaaaaawn*
that's about it for this girl on the hill....at least for now....we'll see how much I have to say about I learn about Hurley.