looking for the exit (emaleythe) wrote,
looking for the exit
emaleythe

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Yawning thoughts.

I have this pit in my stomach today, but I don't think it's an omen....It could be, but I think I'm just worried and nervous about everyone around me who are finding themselves in terrible positions. I won't single anyone out, but I want you all to know that I pulling for each one of you, and I dearly love each of you and I honestly do think that everything will work out ok. Doesn't life always find a way to flip us back onto our feet after pushing us on our back in the first place?

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was distracted from writing this from one of my lovelies that I'm worried about...at least she knows now that I was just thinking about her and not just saying that.

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I made my precious seekingautumn pick out tonight's menu, meany ol mean me, and I can't wait to start making it when I get home. Should be a dinner that makes all four of us happy. I can't believe that this is the last Lost episode for weeks and weeks....thank god Alias doesn't have time to take a huge break or I may have fallen apart. My little secret for tonight's show is that I have the girl scout cookie goodness to share :D. Tagalongs, thin mints, and trefoils, here we come! but shhhhh don't tell anyone.

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I'm really suffering from erratic sleep patterns. Terrible insomnia for days that transition into days of going to sleep by 10:00. Really starting to fuck with me. My body doesn't know whether to wake up or go to sleep. Doesn't make much difference except that I find myself yawning at the weirdest times.....Course the fact that I'm trying to self-medicate to induce sleep may have something to do with it. That and the fact that I recently found myself releasing a lot of stress, mostly concerning the things that I cannot change or the ones that I choose to not change. At this point, I'm starting to wonder if this paragraph makes any sense, and if so, is it anyway connected to my original idea which I can no longer remember myself. *yaaaaaaaaaaawn*

that's about it for this girl on the hill....at least for now....we'll see how much I have to say about I learn about Hurley.
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