I don't want to go! - The Void: Mind Wanderings of a Lost Soul
I don't want to go!
I am so wiped out right now. I feel quite zombie-esque just staring at the computer. Not sure why this is...


just read an entry by someone I adore asking anyone who has them friended who uses illegal drugs to de-friend her. Now I'm not some huge user, but have been known to imbibe in some pot every now and again, like maybe a few times a year. It makes me sad that she requests that. I guess that's why I found myself defriend quite awhile back. I so miss her though....she was one of the brightest, most special people....I suppose I should do what she asks, god knows this is the first entry of hers that has been public in such a long time anyway. I love you Jen! I shall miss you dearly *sigh*.


so...still writing on my story. Not that very many in LJ would be interested in a Craig Ferguson story anyway, but as long as he keeps poking me to finish writing it, I'll keep knocking out a page or two a night. I got another page and a half into it last night before I gave up. I had already fought with the webpage for too long last night (which incidentally is still messed up on the opening page, but what's my motto? That's right, "Fuck it")....

alright, gonna get the hell off this thing now...else I yawn myself into early retirement.

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10 Serenades or Sing a Song
surreality_fan From: surreality_fan Date: June 1st, 2005 09:04 pm (UTC) (Link)
that sucks.
emaleythe From: emaleythe Date: June 1st, 2005 10:03 pm (UTC) (Link)
devvie From: devvie Date: June 1st, 2005 09:08 pm (UTC) (Link)
I don't know that you can really quantify someone who has done illegal drugs...or someone who has told lies...or someone who has cheated on a loved one etc...I mean we all do thinks others may find wrong..we do things wrong ourselves...when you start defriending people for that don't you end up alone? I mean some diet drugs were illegal people may have taken..etc... I'm not saying people can't do that..they have that right..just that it seems the person themselves as a whole matter not what their "rapsheet" looks like...but I could be wrong. :D
devvie From: devvie Date: June 1st, 2005 09:11 pm (UTC) (Link)
okay that was rambling and it may appear as if I was smoking a doobie when answering but I really was just distracted whilst at work. Basically in a nutshell I meant to say...Judge not for ye shall be judge..okay well I'm not sure if that is a direct quote but you get my drift. Hugs

*confesses to stealing a whistle ring at 8 years old*
emaleythe From: emaleythe Date: June 1st, 2005 10:01 pm (UTC) (Link)
yes, but she has a young family, and it seems totally in her right to choose who she wants around her, not that everyone will comply, but enough probably will. I respect her decision, it just saddens me is all.
devvie From: devvie Date: June 1st, 2005 10:21 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yeah..okay...my little brother used to tell me not to sing "Puff the magic dragon" to my niece because it was concieved supposedly when Peter, Paul and Mary were on pot....okay..whatever I hope this perfect world exist she wants to raise her kids in...I do understand the wish..still I think it's a bit scary when people start knocking everyone out of their lives for the kids...I didn't really know that children read their parents livejournals...aren't parents suppose to have their own lives? isn't that balanced? I've just seen to much of this yuppy mentality where Johnny and Janie are kept from seeing the realities of the real world and then end up growing up and inbibing it the worlds excesses...I say teach your children well...but they need to see what exist out here if they are going to learn to deal with it....*gets off soap box* Sorry this just reminded me too much of the yuppy communities around and people who act like they were the first people in existance to have children...get a reality check I say.

Sowwy Ema...I would feel bad if I were you too because it isn't easy losing a friendship...friends are important...all kinds. Hugs
From: flametails Date: June 1st, 2005 09:26 pm (UTC) (Link)
Don't defriend me, ever.

Mmmkay? Good.
From: flametails Date: June 1st, 2005 09:27 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ok so like, I had you friended for awhile, guess you didn't return the favor.
Ok so like, if you do...don't defriend me!
or something...
*walks off muttering*
emaleythe From: emaleythe Date: June 1st, 2005 10:05 pm (UTC) (Link)
lol :) actually I had you friended, and something must have happened because I went and checked and you weren't friended...crazyness...so i added you back *goes off mumbling to self, no wonder I hadn't seen any entries from you lately*...I'm insane :)
From: seekingautumn Date: June 2nd, 2005 12:06 pm (UTC) (Link)
10 Serenades or Sing a Song