November 21st, 2003

journies begin with the first step

Sadness...

Well, I've found out the most heartbreaking news from my Doctor. I have PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome) and they don't think that I can have any kids....ever...I have always wanted kids, and love them to death. It's like this big hole has opened up inside of me and nothing is filling it. I can't imagine going through life not being a mother....it's something that will take a lot to get used to....