April 4th, 2004

journies begin with the first step

Back to the confusion of yesterday.....

Okay, been thinking some more....and despite what my online friends might have thought, their little talk did help....the more I've thought about it, the more I realized that Danu was right. I do believe that perhaps I'm just craving attention and the fact that this person is giving me attention is what has spurred this tiny crush....and that's all it is on my side, just a crush.....Now the question as to whether or not I'm getting "interest" signals from that person is moot, because even if I am, perhaps they are interest of a different kind.......So I'm not worried, and I'm not gonna talk about it, because hell, it's all good! Perhaps this will turn out into a completely great, nonsexual/romantic relationship.....and I need every one of those I can get.