June 29th, 2004

journies begin with the first step

is that light ahead?

well after my fourth day of crying in a row, I've broken through the darkness a little...it's still murky, but a little better....makes me wonder if I'm not just getting all hormonal or something...that'd be the way it works...I swear, it sucks being a lady sometimes...last time I got so down and weepy I had myself convinced I was sliding off the wellness wagon, and began popping my pills...two days later? discovered I was just PMSing....damn it....I swear, if that's all it is this time, I'm gonna give up...i swear...just wait....