April 27th, 2005

journies begin with the first step

Today, so far....

In today's episode, we open to a beautifully bed-raggled Susan waking up to find the other side of the bed empty. No biggee, as fiance commonly falls asleep in the bathtub or on the couch. Susan stumbles to the bathroom for the morning process and see the tub empty. Noting the silence of no snoring, Susan stumbles to the doorway of the living room. Empty. Kitchen? Empty. Spare room? Empty. Susan begins to panic, as fiance was still at work when she went to sleep last night, and now he's not in the house. She runs to the kitchen door and sees fiance's car is missing. True panic sets in. Susan gets the cell phone, lights a cig and calls the Fiance's number. No answer. Repeat. No answer. Calls his parent's house, no answer. Susan leaves a frantic message that she is trying to find the fiance that it doesn't look like he came home last night. Calls his brother, no answer. Repeat frantic message. Totally freaked out now, Susan dials fiance's number repeatedly and is close to tears. Not knowing what to do, Susan calls her bestest buddy Catherine to find that she's not home yet. So scared and freaked and worried, Susan goes back to investigating the house looking for clues. There are no notes, and everything appears like it was last night when she went to bed. Susan begins to dial fiance's cell again and again. In a twist of surprise, the fiance finally answers the cell phone with "I know". Susan is so relieved and pissed at the same time that she didn't know what to say. So she proceeds to yell at him that she was so worried, and she's called everyone looking for him, and by god why the hell didn't he leave a note and I'm so mad at you. When he gets home a few minutes later, Susan pounces on him and mock beats him up. Bestest friend calls at that moment and is much relieved to hear that everything is ok, but also gets to hear Susan going off on inconsiderate fiance who had made her worry.

And then I went to work....I tell you, I was so upset. Still shaken from it. I mean, you don't do that to someone, you just don't. So where was he? Walmart for doughnuts and shoes. And why did he not leave a note or anything? Because he thought he'd be home before I woke up. And not answering the cell phone? He left it in the car. I could have killed him.

but now? now my jaw hurts, sinuses are killing me (sinus draining, is there anything nastier?), and I still have to be at work to do another recert this afternoon. I feel like poopy, absolute poopy. Maybe this sinus medication will kick in. I HATE SPRING. Now, no more whining.....

What's good? Finding a new fandom that has so few members that I have a fighting chance of getting in on the early stage and having some sort of connection. It's sooooooo great to meet a group of women who share a similar passion. I am loving it. It makes me imagine what things were like in the early LOTR madness. It's a lovely feeling. *hugs to my new ladies*

What's really good? Getting to see Lost for Dummies tonight. Although, not quite as good as a new episode, at least it's something I haven't see before, exactly. And I'm dancing around waiting for next week. Not to mention, all this new Alias week after week is awesome!

What's meh? uhm...probably tonight's dinner, which is some new product in the store expressly for crockpots. It could be....interesting. Or it could be good. Guess we'll find out.

*whine* But I don't want to go back to work!*whine*

Fine, I'll do it, but I'm not promising anything.
journies begin with the first step

I'm mourning...

:( One of the baby kittens was dead this morning. He was lying in the same spot he was in yesterday in the rain. So I picked him up with gloves on and peacefully buried him :(...*sniff* and the maintenance man said that one of the others is going to die because it's really weak and not moving. He was sitting far away from the other kittens, so I moved him up with his siblings hoping that they will warm him and allow him to get food from the mother. It's very sad though. I'll keep checking on them. Making sure that the momma is feeding them and if the little one doesn't perk up later on today or tomorrow, I'm taking it home for some one on one feeding. I've bottle fed before, I can do it again.
journies begin with the first step

Hello fruit loop!

ok...uhm...is it possible that I may be crazier than I thought? I mean, could it be possible that I have some sort of psychosis where I hear voices? I don't even know how to explain this, other than to just tell you and let you help me.

The other night (2? 3? days ago maybe) I was working on the computer and had my earphones on listening to some rocking good tunes. I had the headset volume set maybe 75% of maximum, and I was alone in the house, locked in and all with the cats. The song got to a point of just instrumental when all of a sudden I hear some male voice talking inside the house. It was loud enough that I heard the voice clearly over the music, but not clearly enough to figure out what it said. Well, I jerked the headphones off my head and listened. When I didn't hear anything, I got up to check the kitchen door but no one was there. No one was outside, no one was inside (I investigated even), all the tvs were off, the music had no words at that point. Well I got a little scitish at that point and left off the headset. Now, I know that my apartment is haunted, but I have never ever heard a ghost before. I've seen them, I've felt them, but I've never heard one.

I didn't know what to think, so I told my fiance about it and he assures me that you can hear ghosts and that's probably all I heard. It makes sense in a way, but I'm telling you that was like a loud, stern, male voice. I don't know what ghosts sound like, but I don't think this sounded like a ghost.

My point? Well, I am at work. It's day time. I just heard the voice again. As far as I can tell, it's the same voice. And now I'm kind of...uhm...curious as to why I'm hearing voices. Now there are plenty of people around, it's highly possible that someone said something outside, but this came out pretty loud.

*twidles thumbs and looks around her*

Can ghosts follow you to work? Is this ghost stalking me? Or am I just insane?
Poll #483206 Vote now or forever keep your peace....

You tell me, I am.....

hearing a ghost, sneaky bastard
totally wacko
hearing two ghosts, omg run!
a tomato. right pammy?