November 6th, 2005


What? She's alive?

I was going to make a phone post the other day, but it got noisy at the end so I didn't :).

Had an interview the other day, which was derived from a company calling me (even though I never applied for the job). That should have been my first clue. I went anyway because at this point I'm getting a little bit desperate. The job was with an insurance company, and of course they want me to be an agent. To be an agent, however, I would have to fork over $300 to get my license in this state. #1: I'm sooooooo not a seller. #2: No $300. So that sucked. But since I was already in BG, I went ahead and put in an application for my old job (which is where I met Jason 4 years ago) as a "customer care consultant" at a local outsourcing job. It's better money than it used to be by a couple of dollars, and the job is better now (working as an OnStar person instead of for Verizon Wireless Prepaid Service *shudder*). But that just shows you how desperate I actually am.

And speaking of Jason, the 4th was out 4th anniversary. I made the joke all day that some consider that a day of mourning heheh. We did nothing that day, he basically ignored me all day interspersed with moments of yelling. He was pissed at me for something, I'm not sure what. Apparently being the sole breadwinner in a household can make him cranky. Imagine that. lol

But he tried to make up for it yesterday. Didn't do that good of job though. We have had Austin this weekend, which always makes things weird as that kid is out of control on the annoyance factor. I assume all 8 year olds are though. They seem to get great pleasure out of making super annoying noises with their mouth, which is something I could never take.

Mom took us grocery shopping yesterday after we came down to fix Dad's computer. It makes me feel like such a loser but I'm grateful that they could help out. The only thing I'm really worried about right now is paying my student loan payment in the middle of this month. I can't afford to go into default. I suppose I could apply at Walmart for seasonal work, though I think I'd rather shoot myself in the head than have to deal with that place at Christmas.

Still playing too much Second Life, but trying to limit those hours to late at night. All that means is that I spend more time alone as most of my online friends are sleeping peacefully at that point. Anywho, off to eat. Stomach is actually hungry today.