dreaming.... - The Void: Mind Wanderings of a Lost Soul
I had a horrible dream last night....

I was definitely me this time, same body, same house, same situations...only I was working in the woods somewhere picking up trash. I began to cramp up, feel very sick, so sick that I went to the hospital. When I got to the hospital they told me that I was a few months pregnant, and that I was actually going into labor. I gave birth to a premature little girl. She weighed 2 lbs. I was distraught. They told me that there was no way that she would be able to survive, but I carried a fool's hope. I dreamed about haunted houses and elaborate puzzles to solve, and when I woke up, my child had died. My father was there, trying to keep it all together, trying to make jokes to make me feel better, as was always our way. Nothing helped. A nurse came in and told me that I was lucky, that a premature boy had been born and he hadn't gained any weight while he lived, my child on the other hand went from 2 lbs to 3 lbs in the few days that she survived. Let's just say, I didn't feel lucky.

a very strange dream to wake from, heartaching actually.

something is drawing strange bugs to our laundry room. This morning there was a leaf bug, which I haven't seen in years, and a strange scarab like beetle (not the normal June bugs I have been seeing, and it doesn't look like a Japanese Beetle either {too big})...strange happenings in Glasgow, indeed

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From: danu_2u Date: June 15th, 2004 09:09 am (UTC) (Link)
I so agree... something is up with the bug in Glasgow. As I sat on the sofa last night, I felt like I was in some Matrix movie as I watched a different bug crawl across the same path... 6 times. Each time I got up, killed the bug and threw it in the trash. Several minutes later another bug would come across the very same direction. Just to mix it up though, I did also kill one in the kitchen, one near the front door, and one in the bathroom. I was freaking out because it's like they were on some weird mission to get across the living room. lol
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